Terrence Howard was on the verge of portraying Marvin Gaye, the iconic Prince of Motown, in a biopic that would have delved into the complexities of Gaye’s life and artistry. However, discussions with director Lee Daniels regarding the role fell through when Howard discovered the film would address Gaye’s sexuality, a topic he felt uncomfortable exploring.

On Sunday, April 27, Terrence Howard appeared on Bill Maher’s Club Random podcast, where he candidly shared his reflections on his acting career and the significant choices he regrets. Among these was his decision to decline the opportunity to portray Smokey Robinson, a legendary figure in Motown music, who personally approached Howard about the role. This decision stemmed from Howard being in discussions to take on the iconic character of Marvin Gaye instead, which ultimately fell through.

While discussing his career trajectory, the star of Hustle & Flow realized he was stepping back from the opportunity to play Marvin Gaye after an enlightening conversation with the esteemed music producer Quincy Jones. Their discussion opened up insights into Gaye’s life, leading Howard to reconsider his previous commitments.

During his time at Quincy Jones’ residence, Howard questioned him about the rumors surrounding Marvin Gaye’s sexual orientation. “I was over at Quincy Jones’ house, and I’m asking Quincy, ‘I’m hearing rumors that Marvin was gay,’ and I’m like, ‘Was he gay?’ And Quincy’s like, ‘Yes,’” Howard recounted. He expressed that the film would likely explore these themes, and he felt he wouldn’t have been able to portray that aspect authentically.

Howard elaborated to Maher, stating, “Because I don’t fake it. That would f–k me up. If I kissed some man, I would cut my lips off.” His strong reaction highlights his deep emotional connection to authenticity in his performances, suggesting that he feels compelled to fully embody every character he portrays.

The actor emphasized that his refusal to play such a role should not be misconstrued as homophobia. “It does not make me homophobic to not want to kiss a man. I can’t play that character 100 percent,” he insisted. “I can’t surrender myself to a place that I don’t understand.” His statement reflects a complex understanding of personal boundaries and the nuances of portraying characters with diverse sexual identities.

Throughout his life, Marvin Gaye, who passed away in 1984, never openly confirmed his sexual orientation. Gaye had two marriages, first to Anna Gordy and later to Janis Hunter. Additionally, he was a father to three children: Frankie Gaye, Nona Gaye, and Marvin Gaye III, each of whom carries on his musical legacy in various ways.

For more insights, watch the revealing interview with Terrence Howard linked below.