Cassie Ventura emerged as a pivotal figure in the government’s case against Sean “Diddy” Combs. On May 13, 2025, during the second day of the 55-year-old rapper’s high-profile sex trafficking trial, Ventura, now 38, courageously took the stand to share her harrowing experiences and distressing allegations from her tumultuous relationship with Combs. Her testimony revealed shocking details that have captivated public attention and raised profound questions regarding the dynamics of their relationship and the broader implications of such allegations in the entertainment industry.
Recalling her traumatic experiences, Ventura expressed, “I felt pretty horrible about myself. I felt disgusting. I felt humiliated.” Currently pregnant with her third child with husband Alex Fine, she reflected on the emotional toll of the alleged sexual abuse endured during her relationship with Combs. “I didn’t have the words to show how horrible I felt. I couldn’t talk to anyone about it.” This powerful statement highlights the isolation and despair many victims feel, shedding light on the complex emotional landscape of abuse survivors.
As the courtroom listened intently, it became clear that Ventura’s testimony was more than just a recounting of events; it was a courageous declaration of her truth. Below, discover the harrowing details Ventura shared about Combs during her deeply emotional testimony, which has sparked discussions about accountability within the music industry.
Cassie Ventura as she is sworn in earlier today.
She is now in tears on the stand. pic.twitter.com/BAXSS3Zvbw
— The Diddy Docket (@diddydocket) May 13, 2025
Discover the Age Difference: When Cassie First Met Diddy
Ventura was just 19 years old in 2005 when she encountered Diddy, who was significantly older at 37. This substantial age gap has raised eyebrows, especially considering the power dynamics involved. Ventura later revealed that she was only 22 when Combs introduced her to his controversial “freak offs,” which would become a central theme in her testimony. This age difference and the circumstances of their meeting have become critical elements in understanding the complexities of their relationship and the alleged abuses that followed.
Unveiling the Truth: Allegations Against Diddy
According to Ventura, Combs subjected her to a series of disturbing experiences he referred to as his “freak offs,” which encompassed both sexual and physical abuse. When questioned about her prolonged relationship with Combs, Ventura explained that she was afraid of his reactions, stating she didn’t “want him to be upset or not trust me.” She described Combs as “a scary person” who was known to exhibit violent behavior, creating an atmosphere of fear that kept her trapped in the relationship. This revelation underscores the psychological manipulation often employed by abusers to maintain control over their victims.
“I loved him,” Ventura stated, emphasizing the emotional conflict she faced. “I didn’t want him to think I thought anything bad of him.” She further alleged that Combs harbored intricate fantasies involving her engaging in sexual acts with another male while he watched, which he orchestrated for his gratification. Ventura claimed her first sexual encounter with a male escort was under the influence of ecstasy and alcohol, a scenario designed to fulfill Combs’ desires at her expense. This portrayal of coercion paints a troubling picture of the lengths to which Ventura felt compelled to go to please Combs.
In her testimony, Ventura also recounted disturbing details about the baby oil bottles that federal agents discovered during his home raids in 2024. She claimed, “Sean wanted it heated, and he wanted it to be glistening, so we applied [baby oil] every five minutes,” indicating the bizarre and disturbing rituals that characterized these encounters. She described a shocking incident at the Montage Beverly Hills, where there was even a “pool filled with baby oil” during a particularly degrading “freak off.” Ventura alleged, “If Sean wanted it to happen, that was what was going to happen; there was no way around it,” revealing the absolute control Combs exerted over her during these events.
Ventura later disclosed the humiliating experience of being forced by Combs to engage in “freak offs” even during her menstruation, leading to blood staining the furniture. Additionally, she alleged that Combs once had a male escort urinate in her mouth, claiming it was a “turn on” for him. This level of degradation highlights the extreme psychological and physical abuse Ventura endured, illustrating the disturbing nature of the acts she was coerced into participating in.
“I just felt humiliated, it was disgusting, it was too much,” Ventura recounted, visibly moved as she spoke. “I choked, I didn’t want to be doing that. I was in a position I couldn’t easily get out of. I eventually put my hands up, and Sean saw and told him to stop.” This poignant moment in her testimony emphasizes the struggle victims face in asserting their boundaries against powerful abusers, reflecting the broader issues of consent and agency in abusive relationships.
When pressed about why she didn’t say “no,” Ventura explained, “I was squeamish immediately but high in the moment,” highlighting the complexities of her emotional state during these traumatic experiences. “That’s about it; you don’t have a lot of control at that moment.” Her insight into the psychological turmoil and manipulation that accompanies such situations sheds light on the challenges victims face in navigating their realities.
Understanding the Concept of a “Freak Off” in Diddy’s World
A “freak off” was described by Ventura as one of Diddy’s notorious sex parties or orgies, wherein he recorded, viewed, and/or participated in these activities for his own pleasure. These gatherings have become emblematic of the troubling sexual dynamics and exploitation often present in celebrity culture, prompting discussions about consent, power, and the responsibilities of those in positions of authority.
Examining the Reasons Behind Cassie and Diddy’s Relationship Breakup
While Ventura has never explicitly detailed the reasons for her breakup with Combs, their relationship ultimately concluded in 2018. In 2023, she took a significant step by filing a lawsuit against her former partner, accusing him of sexual and physical abuse, which marked a turning point in her quest for justice. Although the lawsuit was settled quickly, a resurfaced video from 2016 depicting Combs assaulting her in 2024 has reignited public interest and scrutiny regarding their tumultuous history and the implications of such actions in the context of fame and accountability.
If you or anyone you know has been sexually abused, please reach out to the National Sexual Assault Hotline at 1-800-656-HOPE (4673). A trained staff member is available to provide confidential, judgment-free support as well as local resources to assist in healing and recovery.
If you or someone you know is struggling with substance abuse, please contact the Substance Abuse and Mental Health Services Administration (SAMHSA) National Helpline at 1-800-662-HELP (4357) for assistance and support.
If you or someone you know is experiencing domestic violence, please call the National Domestic Violence Hotline at 1-800-799-7233 for confidential support and resources.
